lost

i'm losing everything.

i'm losing my motivation.
i'm losing my composure.
i'm losing my patience.
i'm losing my talent.
i'm losing my friendships.
i'm losing my love.
i'm losing my position.
i'm losing my rank.
i'm losing my sanity.
i'm losing my charm.
i'm losing my posture.
i'm losing my passion.
i'm losing my grades.

i'm losing my self.


i miss tie scores.
i miss the balance.
i miss my friends.
i miss my talent.


maybe this losing streak will end soon. maybe i'll come to an end soon. maybe this time, i finally lost.



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