hm.

One day I'll stop being a push over.

bloop.

Bleep. Rerchafercha rip.

I don't know. Heh. XP

whee

8)

lamezorr

Basically, I suck. Ughh. I couldn't say it. I'm just not ready to sacrifice what we have right now. Aghh. I'm so lame. And awkward. So not attractive. I smile too much.


Why do you have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you.
Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well.
Say goodnight and go.



Currently Listening:
Copeland

50th Post

Obviously, my current approach (if you can even call it an approach) isn't working. Actually, it hasn't been working for the past 2 years. Maybe it's time to stop being so headstrong. Dogmatism gets the best of me, I know. The people that said, "If something is wrong, don't let it continue being wrong, fix it," are probably right. If one approach to a math problem isn't working, use a different approach. I've just been ignorant of that statement, hoping that my way will somehow prevail one day. What I'm confused about is that how come my way worked 2 years ago. I think I'm doing the same things. Or maybe I'm also being ignorant and trying to think I'm the same. Maybe I have really changed and I just don't realise it. Or it could also be that even though I am the same, the people I care about nowadays do not welcome my way. I guess it doesn't really matter. I think it's finally time to take a new approach. Work on my mechanics, my swing, and my form to avoid striking out anymore.



Currently Listening:
Eat, Sleep, Repeat
Copeland

li

I really like World History, especially since we were discussing Chinese religions and philosophies such as Confuciansim and Daoism. I found myself recognizing many of the traditions and beliefs of the ancient Chinese with those of myself. Though these ideas have never been pushed upon me, I find that they are inherently in me. I identify with them. Of course, these ideas and traditions also dissapoint me. I feel ashamed for some of my actions, and feel hypocritical. I guess this is a catalyst for change. Change is inevitable. I want to change for the better.



Currently Listening:
Love Affair
Eat, Sleep, Repeat
Copeland

Sixteen

Finally. 8)

contrast.

there's a difference between who i am now, and who i want to be.

i need a little more self-control.



Currently Listening:
He Poos Clouds
Final Fantasty

i like...this song.

I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are,
Here.

Cause our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

Well you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep,
Here.

Our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Cause our lips can touch,
Here.

Well you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

Our lips can touch.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your...

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite, miss you quite..."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now theres no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.

R.I.P.

Colin Woods.

homecoming.

Come around and say you love me
Hang your heart and lights above me
Is that too much to ask for
When the night descends upon us
Take a shower, dry your hair by the furnace
I'll watch you from the corner

I try telephones and old typewriters
Words of love along the wires
But nothing is working tonight
I try telegraphs and birds that fly
Through air so still you hear me sigh
But nothing is working tonight
Tonight
Please let's make it work tonight
Please let's make it work tonight
Tonight